Merry Christmas!

As I found out yesteraday, I am leagally blind in my right eye. my best friend, Hana's mother gave me a ride there and back. She came into the house with me and as soon as i told my mom about my condition she just said "You know what, Jeremy? I give up, I'm done. You can have him." I translated it for Hana's mom and then I dont know WHAT came over me. I just turned around and punched her right in the nose and then in the stomach, knocking her down. Then I kicked her and she went a couple of feet and I just walked away to go and throw a bag of stuff together. I could feel Hana's mom fuming and I wasnt sure who at. As soon as I was in my roomI heard her explode and start cussing in different languages. So, I grab my labtop and I go to Hana's house and (we're on winter break) we stay up the entire night talking. We just ate lunch and now im really pissed off at myself and my mom and im confused about Hana Somebody help me!